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Thursday, August 21, 2008

adjustment~~~


SCHOOL
Nearing the second week of school..
This week has been quite ok.. Quite joyful actually
But i'm still lagging in studies..
Can't really understand the lectures..
esp when the lecturers have slangs cos they are from China..
But they are nice lecturers, kinda humorous at times.
I like the biochemistry of molecules lecturer the most! Enjoyable lessons haha.
ahhh~ haven gotten down to really studying yet..
7 months of holidays after the A's has officially killed my brain.
And why I'm pretty joyful in school this week?
Cos lab is pretty fun!
The apparatus in NUS definitely better than that of MJC..
I like the pipette! No more red sucking bulb!
It's just a click of a button to suck one and another click to expel the solution. cute hamster-ish chen en in lecture hall!
i was too bored hahaha.
anyway photos always prove to be great tools for reminiscence years down the road..

I'm also happy because..
NUS has lots of BAZAARS!
which sells lots of stuff
ranging from food, clothes, jewellery, exam papers and electronics etc etc..
obviously, i couldn't resist, love the hokkaido ice cream (above pic), i-scream yoghurt, and bought a flower power ring!
recent infatuation with rings.. i wan more~~!
it's a love-hate relationship with bazaars, cos money flies off.

I also found out that 2 other NUS mates stay near me!
YAYYY :D

why else am i happy?
cos i found 2 people who are gonna specialise into BIOLOGY!
like yippee, cos most people are specialising into Biomedical.
BUT yikes, biology will require me to cut up frogs.. which is.. my nightmare..
to illustrate how traumatised i am..
here's a pic of Phelps looking as though he's in pain.
P.S Jon Wong, Phelps does not look autistic!
he looks more psychotic in this pic =P
"NOOOOOO! NOOOOO FROGGGSSS!!!!!!"
heh.. ok now i wanna complain abt school.
bear with me please!
school sucks cos of the weather! frigging hot.

school sucks cos of the lecturers! i cant catch what they are saying.

school sucks cos of my timetable! LIFE science students have no life cos of lab and lects that end so FRIGGING LATE. I can't even join a CCA yet cos of my timetable :( how to go training?

school sucks because bus 95 is so frigging packed. SBS u should increase frequency and capacity of the bus can?!

and school sucks cos my appeal for the econs tutorial got rejected. now my short Thursday ends at 2pm instead of 12, and I have a 4 hour long break on Wed.
Great. -.-

Onto LOVE

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY DARLING!
somehow, it doesn't feel like we've been together for 2 years..
which is good, isn't it?
just wanna say that I'll always be behind u. Always!
So u must back me up too k? :)
Am clinging onto the hope that we can march onwards to our goals..
Hand in hand? hahahah~
Always be happy!

pics of our night out..
-Car racing
-Toy-grabbing machines (which obviously cheat how did the guy in front of us get STITCH?!)
-Seating on a bench just basking in the ocean breeze with Mcnuggets and McSpicy and cups of coke beside us.
-Using curry sauce to doodle on ur lips hahaha! ^^
-A walk back to the bus stop. Running across the road hand in hand.

k i dunno if u rmb all these but i'm real sentimental n will record all these down!
so we won't ever forget the moments we share ^^ i REALLY like the strawberry hello kittys! too bad couldn't grab them
:(
ICHIGO ICHIGO ICHIGO*** Smile always, like these elmos and cookie monsters!
So cute huh.
reminds me of the quote
Smile, and the world smiles with you.

Of HOME!

see my greedy cat, sniffing the food i got her eagerly :DD
just a pencil case i attempted to pump full of badges. quite nice?
my bed sweet bed!
i have a rendevous with my bed, especially when i'm so pooped from school..
love affair with my bed. my study table!
so messy hahahah~ I've since packed it alr.
but haven got down to REALLY using it. k wadeva~!

and lastly, of rediscovering.


Sometimes i feel that happiness could just slip out of my fingers, like fine sand.
I feel like something is missing, but I don't know what.
I wish I could fly, but I'm tied down.
I feel like I'm in a cage, a clathrate( new term learned in chem btw), bound by an invisible heavy ball and chain around my ankles and locked in by invisible bars.
If there were no burdens, no obligations, somehow, I don't think I would be here, at times.

I don't know how to explain this.
It's not disastisfaction I'm sure.
it's a weird feeling breeding in me.

P.S i dont really like China.
Besides all its fake stuff, which includes food items and even medical items such as blood clotting hormones, they even fake Olympics, all in the name of PERFECTION.
Another reason why I feel quite upset i tink.
cos the world is, inevitably, superficial.
How is this near being perfect?

off for supper at NEWTON with my buds. :) cya all

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