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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

greatly missed;

a poem from the internet for my dad:
to remind me of him, of his presence in my heart.
he is greatly missed!
u know the song by craig david,
titled 'you don't miss your water till the well runs dry'?
the title is totally true, it reflects human nature so well.
for 9 years my dad has been there,
i could have talked to him so much more..
but i didn't, and now that he's gone,
i realise that i miss him so much, more than you would think.
i wake up, and his face is one of the first things that pop into my mind.
i wish he was here..
there is just this emptiness that's gonna linger around for quite awhile.

Greatly Missed by Amy
Richards
A Fathers touch, A Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter,
You're greatly missed.

An empty house,
An empty chair,
A fathers love,
No longer there.

A broken heart,
Tear filled eye,
Another soul to fill the sky.

Many memories in my mind,
Some I laugh, Some I cry.

The times we shared, The laughs we had,
Things I miss when I think of you Dad.

Realizing that's all I have to hold on to,
Only memories, Of what once was you.

Missing your laugh, I will never again hear.
That is the reality that fills me with so much fear.

No more smile on your face,
No more warmth of your embrace.

The last hug, The last kiss,
The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish...

To have you Dad, here today,
Never to leave your Daughter this way.

A Father's touch,
A Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter,
YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED!


i totally admire people who can pen their feelings and thoughts down
with such perfect use of words that allows their inner feelings to flow through the whole poem.
as i read the poem word by word,
the emotions just surge through me.
such a lovely poem.. *applause* beautifully written.
i u so much..

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to a dear friend whose mother is sick:
i'll be praying hard for u and your mom..
meanwhile u gotta stay strong..
know that i'm here for u..
and so are other friends..
if u ever need me, just call me..
even if it's in the middle of the night,
i'll pop awake to talk to u..
so don't u worry about disturbing me alright?
hugs.. stay strong.
we're with you.
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on a lighter note..


it's finally.. WEDNESDAY!
that means only 2 more days to go before the weekends arrive.
YIPEE weekends! i weekends.
why? cos i can nuah (slack) at home! and not have to wake up early for work..
hahaha.. SLaCkeR!


seriously, im not looking forward to the future,
where i'll probably HAVE TO get a permanent job to raise myself.
and the usual job will prob be like 5,6 days per week..
BIG SIGH

oh,
why can't we all just grow vegetables at home and survive on those vegetables and not work?
my work scope is quite a breeze, and not stressful at all, i love it..
my current temp job is probably one many would love to do..
what i hate is not the job, but the concept of work itself.
I HATE TO HAVE TO WORK!(but i love the salary!! but of cos!)


work really drains me when i get back home.. :(
i just flop on the sofa or bed and fall asleep..
and it just disables me to do stuff that i like..
like sleeping late, going tanning on a weekday noon with my friends,
going shopping at orchard in mid-afternoon when it's much less crowded..
going for a facial or manicure when there are hardly any other customers around * so all the staff can fawn on me and i feel like a princess* ,
etc etc..
i miss all that so much..
i especially miss staying home and taking naps with my cat in my arms.. :(


i can't wait for my contract to end
so i can just rest at home and get my life back..!!!
plus my mom's sending me to learn driving..
i have no time to do so now..
have to wait till after my contract ends..
so tired..

wana get away from here for awhile!
go on a holiday, even if it's by myself!
just to breathe again..


love, xx

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