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hi all..
long time no blog.
recently too many things have been happening in a flurry,
plus my internet connection is sot .
somehow, my router has blocked me from going into hotmail and yahoo.
it's confirmed the router cos my laptop, sis's laptop, and my home pc all can't access those pages.
it simply shows ' this page cannot be displayed'.
(-.-)"
luckily i get to go jq's house to check my mail lol.
thanks girl! =D

on fri my eldest sis fainted.. under my house.
my bro in law called me to go down,
when i got down her face was in his chest, n i tot she was just crying.
but then turned out she is fainted and very limp!
what a shock.. and she did not respond to our voices or anyting.
luckily kind neighbours came down with medicated oil (feng you) and rubbed on her temples, neck, etc.
thn i turned out to be the 'cushioning' for her until the ambulance came.
hahaha my thigh cramped from being her cushion la.
anw she is currently still in CGH ward and under observation.
she is advised 'CRIB' by her doc- complete rest in bed.
hope they find out what infection she has.. get well soon sis!
p.s. 2 ambulance guys were quite cute wahaha =P
young ones of cos. guys in uniform *waggles eyebrows*
now she's still at CGH, under observation.
her ward not bad, there's aircon and personal tv. can watch HBO sommor!
all the movies.. i also wan HBO channel!
get well soon sis~!

meanwhile, cos sis is sick, bro in law brought baby miki over to our house for us to take care of.
that baby is super active!!! she loves to hit items as if they are drums.
and grabbing things very tightly. and she's starting to learn how to talk! by gurgling. like 'googoogaga' that kinda noises. she can say 'ey' too.
and she smiles alot . very cute :D
but seriously babies are NOT easy to handle.
she dosen sleep unless you cradle her and rock her etc.
and she cries super loudly like a siren! even when you just want to wipe her face.
hahaha my mom tried to wipe her face and she got upset.
whenever she saw my mom she started bawling.
lols petty baby :P that's wad my mom calls her.
little monster is wad i call her :P
cute but exhausting. i dun wan babies anymore!
sisters pls birth control! =P

ohyea i went to visit my dad's ashes on sat..
my dad's altar is at all saints memorial chapel. near hougang there.
time flies nearly 3 months since he passed on.
when i see his name engraved on the marble at the altar i still feel very sad and teary.
though i know it's prob better for him to be there than here.
i guess i will always miss him and even if 10 years have passed i will still feel this certain emptiness in my heart.
may God the angels above take good care of him. :)

p,s i used to be afraid at looking at the pics of people who died.
but somehow when i read at the inscriptions and looked at the pics of other altars,
i felt more peaceful than scared.
wahaha am i morbid?
but really.. it's a very sad and peaceful feeling.
for example, i saw a lady's altar who died in her twenties..
and her sis wrote a card for her saying that she will always miss her..
and that she admires the courage and perseverance that the dead lady had when she was alive..
i tink the lady must have passed on cos of illness.
and other 2 altars that are etched into my mind are those of 2 babies from the same family.
they died one after another, both at 1 year old of age.. one died in 2005, another in 2006.
i guess it is genetic disease.. super sad la..
and the inscription was " we will always love you -mommy and daddy".
imagine how the parents would feel.. losing 2 babies one after another..
=(

so we are actually really lucky i feel.
though not as lucky as many in this world,
but much luckier than others.
thank god for letting me be healthy. :)

A & W !

craving for it. super long nvr eat.. hope genting has it.

root beer float!