hey. i seriously find the world upside down these days.
it's like, suddenly, all around me, crazy things are popping out.
like shotgun marriages, abortion, herpes, manipulation of people just for sex..
what the ______ hell?!
after hearing all these things i seriously don't feel very well.
kinda nauseous, even if it's not happening to me.
it's happening around me.
shotgun marriages to me are fine, as long as the baby can be in good hands and be well-nurtured. and the couple is loving. good family environment.
in fact, it seems brave to me, because i personally will never have the courage to risk being a shotgun mom/dad. i will never have the courage to face all the people, family, relatives, friends so it will never be possible to me.
and i am damn glad to have found my other half who has the same sentiments as me. because, similar values mean alot in a relationship to me.
but to shotgun at 19?! or even younger? i think i'm conservative. because i am extremely awed.
at 19, we can hardly fend for our own survival. at least i feel so la, in singapore.
how much can you earn? 7,8,9 dollars per hour? or something like that?
a baby, its education, its future, is gonna require alot of savings.but ok.
if you're rich enough, being a young hot mom is kinda nice.
just imagine your kid to be 19yrs old, and u'll only be.. 38!
but it's not for me. i'm too weakhearted.
hahaha.
and i am feeling damn irritated with guys now.
and disappointed because it seems humans are so unreliable.
i mean it. i'm kinda afraid even zq is like that but if he is, then i have nothing to say, really.
my friend's fren, just broke up with her guy. and boy, will i say that the guy is a piece of shit.
she had sex with him, aborted for him, got herpes from him, given up so much for him,
and according to my friend she's a very nice and sweet girl.
and the guy just wants to leave. sigh.
i gotta admit i dunno the full story.
but. the guy seems like a piece of shit dosen he?
and another real life story i heard.
is where this 25 yr old guy dumped a 16 yr old girl.
and then 1 day he wants her back. asks for sex. girl obliges.
what does he do? dumps her again. treated her like a sperm toilet.
O-M-G where is the love?
i feel damn sad for the girls. they gave so unconditionally.
but i also gotta say. it was your own choice girls.
it takes 2 hands to clap, harsh as it may sound.
we should all know that no1 is 100% reliable. even husbands divorce their wives. even wives have gigolos outside. even friends backstab. damn, even family can betray you.
but ok, i shall not digress.
point is, dear gals. pls try to be rational when in love.
as much as u love him, u must love yourself too. pls protect urself.
try ur best not to have sex and risk getting herpes or aids or aborting a baby.
it's not worth it. esp if he walks out the door easily.
for me, after listening to all these, wedding night will be the night. period.
unless unforeseen circumstances happen.
but i can't help but feel insecure. seriously, the world is full of asshole jerks of guys!
wad if zq is like tt too? then he can go eat shit. but i know he isn't. pray he isn't.
nonetheless. i feel a little disgusted at men now.
treating women like sex dolls, sperm toilets.
those jerks with dicks! i wanna kick them hard in the groin ! can't stand it. can't take it!
zzzzz. really pissed off. ok sri for crudeness but seriously.
♥
ok another news i read about that made me damn angry and upset with humans.
and it's a MALE again!
some artist. tied a dog in an art gallery. starved it to death, and claiming this cruel practice is art.
wth!?!?
aiya. i am too too angry to type the whole story here.
but what has the dog done to deserve this fate? starving to death leh. damn cruel can.
how would u feel if u were the one tied up and starved?
without a drop of water, a pinch of food?
stupid !!! idiot!!! and he calls it art???
i am feeling damn angry and disappointed with humans now.
PLS SIGN THIS PETITION BECAUSE THE ARTIST APPARENTLY WANTS TO TIE ANOTHER DOG UP. AND CREATE ANOTHER "ART PIECE". TORTURE ANOTHER DOG.
LINK IS:
http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html
PLS SIGN IF YOU ARE STILL HUMANE.
♥
on a lighter note. today i had a great outing with my jc clique.
it's like, suddenly, all around me, crazy things are popping out.
like shotgun marriages, abortion, herpes, manipulation of people just for sex..
what the ______ hell?!
after hearing all these things i seriously don't feel very well.
kinda nauseous, even if it's not happening to me.
it's happening around me.
shotgun marriages to me are fine, as long as the baby can be in good hands and be well-nurtured. and the couple is loving. good family environment.
in fact, it seems brave to me, because i personally will never have the courage to risk being a shotgun mom/dad. i will never have the courage to face all the people, family, relatives, friends so it will never be possible to me.
and i am damn glad to have found my other half who has the same sentiments as me. because, similar values mean alot in a relationship to me.
but to shotgun at 19?! or even younger? i think i'm conservative. because i am extremely awed.
at 19, we can hardly fend for our own survival. at least i feel so la, in singapore.
how much can you earn? 7,8,9 dollars per hour? or something like that?
a baby, its education, its future, is gonna require alot of savings.but ok.
if you're rich enough, being a young hot mom is kinda nice.
just imagine your kid to be 19yrs old, and u'll only be.. 38!
but it's not for me. i'm too weakhearted.
hahaha.
and i am feeling damn irritated with guys now.
and disappointed because it seems humans are so unreliable.
i mean it. i'm kinda afraid even zq is like that but if he is, then i have nothing to say, really.
my friend's fren, just broke up with her guy. and boy, will i say that the guy is a piece of shit.
she had sex with him, aborted for him, got herpes from him, given up so much for him,
and according to my friend she's a very nice and sweet girl.
and the guy just wants to leave. sigh.
i gotta admit i dunno the full story.
but. the guy seems like a piece of shit dosen he?
and another real life story i heard.
is where this 25 yr old guy dumped a 16 yr old girl.
and then 1 day he wants her back. asks for sex. girl obliges.
what does he do? dumps her again. treated her like a sperm toilet.
O-M-G where is the love?
i feel damn sad for the girls. they gave so unconditionally.
but i also gotta say. it was your own choice girls.
it takes 2 hands to clap, harsh as it may sound.
we should all know that no1 is 100% reliable. even husbands divorce their wives. even wives have gigolos outside. even friends backstab. damn, even family can betray you.
but ok, i shall not digress.
point is, dear gals. pls try to be rational when in love.
as much as u love him, u must love yourself too. pls protect urself.
try ur best not to have sex and risk getting herpes or aids or aborting a baby.
it's not worth it. esp if he walks out the door easily.
for me, after listening to all these, wedding night will be the night. period.
unless unforeseen circumstances happen.
but i can't help but feel insecure. seriously, the world is full of asshole jerks of guys!
wad if zq is like tt too? then he can go eat shit. but i know he isn't. pray he isn't.
nonetheless. i feel a little disgusted at men now.
treating women like sex dolls, sperm toilets.
those jerks with dicks! i wanna kick them hard in the groin ! can't stand it. can't take it!
zzzzz. really pissed off. ok sri for crudeness but seriously.
♥
ok another news i read about that made me damn angry and upset with humans.
and it's a MALE again!
some artist. tied a dog in an art gallery. starved it to death, and claiming this cruel practice is art.
wth!?!?
aiya. i am too too angry to type the whole story here.
but what has the dog done to deserve this fate? starving to death leh. damn cruel can.
how would u feel if u were the one tied up and starved?
without a drop of water, a pinch of food?
stupid !!! idiot!!! and he calls it art???
i am feeling damn angry and disappointed with humans now.
PLS SIGN THIS PETITION BECAUSE THE ARTIST APPARENTLY WANTS TO TIE ANOTHER DOG UP. AND CREATE ANOTHER "ART PIECE". TORTURE ANOTHER DOG.
LINK IS:
http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html
PLS SIGN IF YOU ARE STILL HUMANE.
♥
on a lighter note. today i had a great outing with my jc clique.
main lead actress:MISS JENNIFER AW (cos her bday's coming!)
supporting roles:
1)MISS TAN WW ( thanks for holding the steamboat at ur house!)
2) MISS GLADYS QUEK ( cool new hairstyle! hipppp :D)
3) MEMEME! MISS CHLOE HUO XX (failed attempt to look sexy =X )
special thx to: wanwei's sis amanda!
glads and jen.
playing with fishies that love to follow our fingers.they are like so hungry la!
our steamboat table! ingredients and soup all prepared by wanwei's mom. thanks auntie~!
these piggy shaped fishcakes are so cute! hahaha :D happy after seeing them. and eating them!
candids :D
oops, not so candid :P
boiling boiling! salivates . hahaha can see my piggy fishcakes at the side of the pot XD
ww looks so serious trying to eat the crab.
oops, unglam jen =P
the CRAB attacks!
attacks CRAB lol!
the bday cake :D
the surprise
happy be-earlied bday to u!!!
a group pic :D
she wishes that she will get into NUS.. i hope so too! NUS is super slow.
xiaomei is cute! XD
the goldfishes are still hungry after so long.. haha.
time to distribute the cake!
individual shots with the bday girl.
the proposal lolx
wanwei's obviously very hungry!
some pretty pics :DD
we gave jen a bouquet .
it was a lovely day.. really miss my jc friends..
we are all changing, aren't we?
sweet melancholy.
i have always disliked jc days. but loved you all. i still do.
but how i miss the times now. the lectures, canteen times, slacking at the benches..
hahaha.. friends..
indeed as pearlie said, true friends are those who have plenty to talk about even if they have not met up for ages. so true, so true.
yay.. can't wait for the 29th may!
meet up with a bigger group of jc friends.
take care of my friends!!
and a fave quote from romeo and juliet that i really like.
"parting is such sweet sorrow"
love the use of conflicting words.. somehow it makes sense, this sentence.
do you all feel the emotion im feeling from this sentence too?
anw.. off to bed..
*SNORE*
planning wake up earlier tml to run ( lose wgt!)
and also gotta go NUS open house for science.
tink none of my closer galfrens got into same fac as me,
feeling kinda sians abt it =(
anyways..
HAPPY BDAY TO MY FRIENDS!
23rd may babies: CHAI WY and CHUA KH!
24th may baby: my bestie NEO JQ LYCHEE!
26th may baby: cutie JEN!
may your wishes come true.. have great days ahead.. *hugs*
hope u all get into NUS...!!!
it was a lovely day.. really miss my jc friends..
we are all changing, aren't we?
sweet melancholy.
i have always disliked jc days. but loved you all. i still do.
but how i miss the times now. the lectures, canteen times, slacking at the benches..
hahaha.. friends..
indeed as pearlie said, true friends are those who have plenty to talk about even if they have not met up for ages. so true, so true.
yay.. can't wait for the 29th may!
meet up with a bigger group of jc friends.
take care of my friends!!
and a fave quote from romeo and juliet that i really like.
"parting is such sweet sorrow"
love the use of conflicting words.. somehow it makes sense, this sentence.
do you all feel the emotion im feeling from this sentence too?
anw.. off to bed..
*SNORE*
planning wake up earlier tml to run ( lose wgt!)
and also gotta go NUS open house for science.
tink none of my closer galfrens got into same fac as me,
feeling kinda sians abt it =(
anyways..
HAPPY BDAY TO MY FRIENDS!
23rd may babies: CHAI WY and CHUA KH!
24th may baby: my bestie NEO JQ LYCHEE!
26th may baby: cutie JEN!
may your wishes come true.. have great days ahead.. *hugs*
hope u all get into NUS...!!!
2 comments:
Hello. Yes i agree that this world is totally upside down. But there are still nice guys around. Please have faith k. Let those cads just go and die. Don't worry, for they will have their retributions due. =D
you are growing prettier.
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